Wall of Heart

"They call me heartless but what they don't know is I've lived and seen the world and it turned me cold. When I'm acting like I don't care just know I'm dying on the inside, trying to be strong on the outside because I don't want to let my guard down and be vulnerable again. I shut down and become emotionless to protect myself. I don't want the world to know what's wrong and I can't let anyone knew in, I refuse to give someone the power to hurt me again. I'm sorry if you get hurt on my sharp edges, maybe it is selfish of me, but I'm pushing you away so you can't dissapoint me, everyone does in the end and to be honest with you, I don't know if I can handle getting broken again, I managed to rebuild myself this time but I built the walls back taller for a reason, so no one could be let in. If you really do care understand that this is me doing what's best or the both of us"

― PoemsPorn

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